What a glorious day! It was Sunday, and the first Sunday since we had really known something was wrong-what a long week, huh?!?! My parents came over and spent the morning with us, John went to work, then I took the boys to church. Oh my gracious I could not imagine the emotion that would come over me. We were singing praise and worship songs and I could not contain myself. I mean, it was like a cry almost from the night before. What in the world was wrong with me?! We were singing HAPPY songs, my son was at home, other family was all healthy, I should be HAPPY!?! I had to leave and go to the bathroom to get out of there. I had looked forward to church all week because I'm just so excited and deeply enjoy going to church. I went back in and ladies I sit next to were hugging me and talking with me. The songs went on and I could not think about them or sing. What a way to be in church on my birthday! We then greeted one another as we do every Sunday and my dear friend Rachel came over. After a quick happy birthday, she asked about Jake and I lost it again!! I was a mess! Poor Rachel was stuck with me, tried to make me feel better but by the time I was done crying the preacher was preaching and there was no going back for Rachel! :)
Like I said before, I'm typically not a seriously emotional person so I was feeling ridiculous by this point! I thought if I cried about it at night, in the privacy of my home, I would be okay. I think I really just opened up the flood gates and the tears thought they have free reign! At the end of the sermon, sweet Mrs. Betty took me up to pray with Jill. What a sweet angel! Jill was visiting and her husband was the guest preacher since ours was out for the month of July. I had felt a connection with her but didn't want to be that weird, stalker-type person to go introduce myself. Turns out she had the same feeling or connection towards me. :) God really knows what he is doing.
The next week was pretty uneventful as far as everything went with Jake and we liked that. Bruising was hit or miss. It seemed to be lightening up on its own if he did bruise so we felt good. We were as "normal" as we could be at this point in the process.
Next scheduled appointment with Dr. Kane would be July 23rd.
Here are the boys Sunday night practicing to be on American Ninja Warrior...
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